Le Questionnaire (boredom rulezzzz)

Voilà mes réponses au questionnaire que Isa a publié sur son blog...j'ai tout traduit en anglais pour que tout le monde puisse y comprendre qqch...

1- Grab the first book nearby, go to page 18 and write down the 4th line :
I don’t have books nearby, only technical sheets: the 18th page of the TS collector at 4th line says “Leucopénie: perte des globules blancs à 15 min. avec un pourcentage moyen de 13%”” and then the line cuts. Interesting huh?

2- What’s the last thing that you watched on the tv ?
News while having lunch

3- Withouth checking, what time is it ?
14h30

4- Check out, it is....
14h36

5- Outside the pc, what do you hear right now ?
my colleague coughing

6- What have you done the last time you went out ?
had a coffee with my French colleague. Or if you mean socially, I went out yesterday night to dance salsa but actually discovered there was no dance but only a lesson, so I ended up talking with a friend till past midnight.

7- How are you dressed ?
Jeans, black boots, red pull

8- Before taking this test, what were you looking at ?
my translation of technical sheets in French and Spanish.

9- Did you have dreams tonight ?
Yeah. I dreamt I met a guy who was my boyfriend in dreams but he looked like a guy who worked with me in the countryside in summer a couple of years ago, and he was very impolite. Don’t remember much of the dream, just that I felt very beautiful and I thought I’d leave the guy because of his not paying attention to me.

10- When have you laughed the last time ?
Oh like 5 minutes ago with some colleagues…

11- What’s on the walls of the room you’re in ?
I’m in my colleague’s office, and there are tropical fishes and sea images, the pics of her beautiful children, varius shelters full of technical data reports.

12- Have you had any weird experience today ?
Well not really. I’ll see, maybe later...

13- What do you think about this test ?
It sucks but it’s better than a technical sheet.

14- What’s the last movie you watched ?
Been long since I last seriously watched a movie. I guess it was “War of the Worlds” with Tom Cruise.

15- What’s the first thing you’d buy if you became a billionaire all of a sudden ?
Plane tickets, a lot. Or better a private jet to fly anywhere and see my friends all over the world. And a couple of houses in various cities. Then I’d buy a van because I really want to make a world tour by van, stopping wherever I want. What else? I’d seriously help in some charity project. Not that stuff you give money to and you have no idea where they really go to.

16- Tell us something of you that we don’t know yet
I have already revealed 5 secrets in a previous post…anyway things people don't know about me won't be published on a blog. Fact.

17- If you could change anything in the world what would you change ?
Hypocritical people. People who complain a lot. People who think they’re too important to pay attention to you. People who are too greedy to spread out feelings.
Racism.

18- Do you like dancing ?
Oh yeah! gimme whatever kind of music and I’d shake my ass or at least try to…
lately I’m into latin dances, esp. salsa. And it seems I’m talented!

19- Georges Bush ?
I don’t basically give a shit about him. I just wonder why people with no brain and just a huge crave for power are the ones to lead a country.

20- What would be the name of your child if it was a girl ?
Aurora, Sofia, Laura, Arianna, Eleonora….

21- And if it was a guy?
Lorenzo (but I’ve got a friend who’d be unhappy about that), Stefano, Marco, Alessandro…
but I’ve got a deal with someone if the child’s a guy I’d call him “Jesus” and if a girl “Mary Jesus” (was it like that? I hope I remember it correctly…too many deals!!)

22- Have you already thought of living abroad ?
Yeah. Every single moment of my life. I have experienced it and it was just awesome.

23- What would you like God to tell you when you’ll cross Heaven’s gates ?
Well….actually I’m not gonna meet God at heaven’s gates, somewhere in an airport gate instead. I don’t care what he’ll say provided he gives me a huge hug!

24- Next ?
Ah whoever. Advice: if you have technical sheets to translate you’d be happy to do something different.

Isa et les talents de googleur des gens

Thanks to Isabelle, I found an interesting way to check what kind of google searches lead to my profile.
Up to now, there hasn't been anything particularly interesting.
But today...ta-daaaah! surprise!

1) someone from Montréal searched for "so delicate boy" and found out my blog...shame I'm not a so delicate boy :P
2) someone from Tucson must have been very disappointed to have passed through my blog instead of finding his "short summary of frankenstein".

Not bad, not bad...wait for more searches!!
Merci encore Isa!!!!

Words - disconnected mental flow

Lately, some people have told me I am good in writing. They said I have a good skill in communicating feelings through words. I don't know about this, feelings are something so personal, so delicate yet sometimes so strong that they escape my control and I just don't notice it. They get intertwined with words, they pour out from my fingertips and carved into paper, or into the virtual sheet of a pc screen.
Somehow everything I write has a part of me. And it's the best way I have to express myself. Probably not the most spontaneous, I admit it. But I live in a continuous, paradoxal fight between heart and mind. I don't know if I should define myself as a thought-driven person, or rather instinct-driven.
I tend to do what I feel like in that very moment, and then getting lost in thoughts afterwards. Actually, I don't even know why I am writing this. What is the purpose of all this blabbering? It's probably coz I have to chase away some lingering uneasiness.
Why o why do I always have to mess with my own life? why do I have to let hopes prevail?
And why do I have to take things too seriously?
I have the power of bringing together words and matching them to give a proper sense of what happens inside of me, yet I can't find out any good answer for the previous questions. I guess I just need to pour out nonsenses just to fill some gaps.
To fill the gap of silence.
I love silence and I hate silence. I love when silence allows me to focus on the darkest parts of me. I love when I can just get lost in silence. Yet, I hate when silence is made of implicit statements that I can't grab. That's why I always feel the need of talking when it comes to serious matters. And I always end up appearing like a psycho wanting to be in the center of the attention.

Whereas all I would like is some sincerity.
Respect.
And maybe a little happiness....

Things that make me in a good mood....

...see a person smiling and knowing I induced that smile.
...laughing laughing laughing (ok that's for granted)
...meet a friend after a long time (Yasmine, I can't wait to see you!..very soon...)
...hear a person you praise a lot say good things about you.
...know your colleagues really think you're doing a good job.
...kisses and cuddles (which doesn't happen often unfortunately).
...something unexpected.
...to discover that what I expected to be a failure is on the contrary a great success (now this happens 0,0001% of the times).
...daaaaance!!
...nothing. Do we really need a reason to be happy?

"We make ourselves happy or miserable. The effort is the same. "
F.Reigler

Quotes ruuuleee

Who said Shrek's a stupid movie?

I like it...

• "You're so wrapped up in layers onion boy, you're afraid of your own feelings! "
• "Oh, man, I can't feel my toes! I DON'T HAVE ANY TOES!!! I think I need a hug... "

-Donkey-

I can't always quote serious stuff, can I?

Shot of the day

This is the sky as I see it out of my office window...the pic is not clear (taken with my mobile cam).

I am confused, I hate when things are unclear.

Quote of the day

"You shouldn't allow your past to have such a deep influence on your present. Live every experience as if it was your first one."
-Mathieu-

Merci, baka Mat-chan...

Wine, ankles and fireworks

And another year is over, with its good and bad memories, with its images, sounds, emotions, with its tears and smiles, with its bittersweet taste, with the lessons I learnt.
Another year is over and I watched it go by, while my ankle pulsed in pain, while my head got filled with dreams, while my hand held a glass of wine never empty, while my eyes were fixed on the bright lights exploding in the dark sky...

I just missed Rome so much...
Pollon mi dispiace tantissimo...sono sempre la solita stupida maldestra!!non ho potuto fare la scimmietta con te...mi rifarò nel corso del 2007, promesso!!